Moving

well, I never thought we would be doing this again. I have lived in Idaho for 7 years. It was really starting to feel like home. Change can be a good or bad thing. I am just a little scared to move out there see what life has in store for me. It feels like home to me in this house. I just don't want to leave. Life is all about moving forward and making changes and becoming better people. I just have so many things I am leaving here. It will be hard when I am having a hard day I wont be able to go and visit Tyler. Also I love my single's ward. We are never sent somewhere we are not suppose to be. One part of me is excited and the other is scared. Life must go on one way or another.

My Valentine

Tyler,
I want to first start out by saying I Love You. I hope that you are just having the time of your life. Every minute of every day it gets a little easier. I hope you know how much I Love you. you made my life complete. You taught me a special kind of love I had never known or had tell I met you. There will always be a special place in my heart for you. you are always with me. I never thought I would be alone on Valentine's Day, but I don't completely feel alone. You are here! You will always be my Valentine! I am so lucky that you chose me. That I got to be the one to spend life and time with you. For that I will always be grateful. I cant wait to see you on the other side. Save me a place in line. I LOVE YOU!!

Love always,
Hannah

1\12\2010

A month a go today my Tyler passed away. I feel like it was just yesterday he and I talked on the phone and I saw him. This past week I went out to Missouri with my parents to look at houses. It was fun and tiring. This is the first trip I have gone on where I am coming home and he inst here. I know he is in a good place and that he is watching over me. Whenever I get sad I can feel his arms around me and I know everything somehow is going to be okay. He was always the strong one and was so brave. Now it is my turn to do that for him. I Love you!

Wishing...

Valentine's Day is comming up in 2 weeks. Whevever my sister and I would walk into a store, the store was covered in lots of red and pink candy and hearts and stuffed animals. Tyler loved pink. There were so many I saw that I really would of loved to have gotten for him. He would of loved them. With him it was never about how many presents we gave eachother, it was about us and the love we had for eachother. He always made sure I had the best. Whenever he took me to dinner or baught me something it was always the best pleaces and things. whatever I needed to make me happy he always made sure I had it. He took such good care of me. Last Valentine's Day was the best. We got to be together and we had an amazing time. My goal is for every major event when we would noramally be together I am going to go and see him and give him so pretty pink flowers, so he will always know how much I love him.